Thursday, June 26, 2008 @4:56 PM
I have been posted to Signals institute as a signal spec trainee. Now, I'm on my 5th wk of training there. The place was a turn down as compared to my previous camps in terms of the blocks. Got to make friends with dudes that were majority 2 yrs younger than me. Got some cool music lovers among them as well. I get to work out some compositions and learn more about music compositions.
Something to annonce today.
Its my 21st Birthday!!!
Something that should be wonderful and happy about yeah? Yet, I'm quite sad to discover some fact of my life. I realised that I really have not much friends and I really can't mingle around with people. I'm really kind of helpless about it.
After reading blogs of some old friends, I felt a mixture of feeling that wasn't good. There's jealousy and disappointment. Jealous about why they can still keep themself with that pool of friends so close after such a long period of time and I'm not part of them anymore? I tried saving all the friendships that i have lost but it was a failure.
Friendships is a 2way thingy n it consist of chemistry. Once the chemistry effect disappear, there's really nothing u can do to bring it back. U'll jus keep being repel away while u're trying to save it back. Things are not like what it was before. So cherish those that were still by ur side, especially ur friends because u'll regret when u lose them 1 day.
For this year, I've received lesser sms greetings for my bday too. It really shows how pathetic is my social circle now.
Upon the sad things, there's still delighting events. A Birthday cake and song from my platoon mates? I have nice Birthday treats and Angbaos from my relatives as well. This year is also the first time that my dad ask me out for a birthday treat. It was a surprise to me when I received his call last night regarding this. Anyway, I'm planning to get myself a new guitar to assist me on my music with those angbao credits.
My biggest wish now is all my old friends will come back to me and everything work jus like what it was before. I know this is a fat wish and its kind of impossible, but that is really whats inside my heart now.
Something to annonce today.
Its my 21st Birthday!!!
Something that should be wonderful and happy about yeah? Yet, I'm quite sad to discover some fact of my life. I realised that I really have not much friends and I really can't mingle around with people. I'm really kind of helpless about it.
After reading blogs of some old friends, I felt a mixture of feeling that wasn't good. There's jealousy and disappointment. Jealous about why they can still keep themself with that pool of friends so close after such a long period of time and I'm not part of them anymore? I tried saving all the friendships that i have lost but it was a failure.
Friendships is a 2way thingy n it consist of chemistry. Once the chemistry effect disappear, there's really nothing u can do to bring it back. U'll jus keep being repel away while u're trying to save it back. Things are not like what it was before. So cherish those that were still by ur side, especially ur friends because u'll regret when u lose them 1 day.
For this year, I've received lesser sms greetings for my bday too. It really shows how pathetic is my social circle now.
Upon the sad things, there's still delighting events. A Birthday cake and song from my platoon mates? I have nice Birthday treats and Angbaos from my relatives as well. This year is also the first time that my dad ask me out for a birthday treat. It was a surprise to me when I received his call last night regarding this. Anyway, I'm planning to get myself a new guitar to assist me on my music with those angbao credits.
My biggest wish now is all my old friends will come back to me and everything work jus like what it was before. I know this is a fat wish and its kind of impossible, but that is really whats inside my heart now.
Jus Strummed..
