Went to the National Library with intention of doing revision for M9 and also to try my luck again.. hehe
As usual, the place was packed and I can't find any seats. Take note, if u wanna guarantee yourself a seat, come to the library between 12pm - 1pm or even earlier. The only time I manage to find myself a seat was my first time studying here and also the day tt I meet her.
Sad to say, it was again another disappointment. Probably, this is god's reminder to me that once you miss it, it'll be gone forever. Will I still see her again?? Hmm? I think its time to let go of all those fat hopes I had since its alrdy the 3rd attempt.

Though its kind of awful, I still feel i should face whats in my mind =)
I should let things flow naturally and who knows I may see her somewhere else other than the library? Haha.. See I've got another fatter hope out of tt fat of hopes I had. I should quit this and forget about it from now onwards. Sigh~