Thursday, September 3, 2009 @9:46 PM
Hmm.. I went for a praying session this morning and I found out a lot of things from my aunty.
I meet Da yi(Eldest Aunty) and Xiao Yi(Youngest Aunty) in the morning below the bukit timah temple. We head to the temple to pray my Ah gong. Seriously, I think I can't be a buddist cos I just found out tt I'm kind of allergy to the burning incense. My eyes were very irritated when I'm in the temple. This is the first time that I'm prayig in the temple. It took abt an hour and I give my most sincere blessings to my Ah Gong.
Next, we went to a temple further down to a temple which is opposite of Coronation Plaza. We're heading there to pray on my Mum. I'm kind of surprise on how the temple look. Its a newly renovated temple and doesn't look like a temple at all. It just look something like a community centre kind of building? O.O
Sad to say, I din know about my mum's tablet existence in the temple. I was kind of disappointed with my Dad cos he din bring me here before and din tell me about it as well. 2 Years ago, the temple was actually torn down and went through a reconstruction. At that time, my dad din even care abt it? As there was no one acknowledging my mum's tablet. It was just newly placed up again after the new building's up.
I was quite depress inside when I heard my aunts telling me about my mum's past. I felt like a failure as her child because I din bother to find out abt her past till today. Warm tears were like running in my eyes when I know about some past of my Mum. Her life is really damn tough and always got bullied. I was so sad and sorry about it. Haiz.. It has alrdy been 21yrs. I really hope that she's still around watching me.
Nvm, her essence has been continued by me. I'll give my fullest and most fillial blessings to her no matter where she is. U'll always be in my heart and I Love U Mum!
I meet Da yi(Eldest Aunty) and Xiao Yi(Youngest Aunty) in the morning below the bukit timah temple. We head to the temple to pray my Ah gong. Seriously, I think I can't be a buddist cos I just found out tt I'm kind of allergy to the burning incense. My eyes were very irritated when I'm in the temple. This is the first time that I'm prayig in the temple. It took abt an hour and I give my most sincere blessings to my Ah Gong.
Next, we went to a temple further down to a temple which is opposite of Coronation Plaza. We're heading there to pray on my Mum. I'm kind of surprise on how the temple look. Its a newly renovated temple and doesn't look like a temple at all. It just look something like a community centre kind of building? O.O
Sad to say, I din know about my mum's tablet existence in the temple. I was kind of disappointed with my Dad cos he din bring me here before and din tell me about it as well. 2 Years ago, the temple was actually torn down and went through a reconstruction. At that time, my dad din even care abt it? As there was no one acknowledging my mum's tablet. It was just newly placed up again after the new building's up.
I was quite depress inside when I heard my aunts telling me about my mum's past. I felt like a failure as her child because I din bother to find out abt her past till today. Warm tears were like running in my eyes when I know about some past of my Mum. Her life is really damn tough and always got bullied. I was so sad and sorry about it. Haiz.. It has alrdy been 21yrs. I really hope that she's still around watching me.
Nvm, her essence has been continued by me. I'll give my fullest and most fillial blessings to her no matter where she is. U'll always be in my heart and I Love U Mum!
Jus Strummed..
