Thursday, July 26, 2007 @1:33 AM
The sky to me today was rainy and filled with dark clouds. Just came back from a ktv pub with Sam and his friends. I dunno what can I say abt my feelings now because I'm actually blaming myself right now. Why m I always screwing up myself?? Why confidence is always leaving me so far away?? Things which I know I can do, tends to screw up all the time. I've been trying so hard, but I just can't get my confidence.
Once, an uncle told me this, "When you're born smart, u'll always be the winner. U'll always be in the middle of no where when u're just an average person and you'll always be a loser when u're born stupid." His words kept repeating in my mind when I'm feeling down or trying to analyse myself. I felt that what he said is quite true.
I think I'm lack of an important friend in life and its Security. I think that should be the cost of losing confidence ba.. Anyway, I felt real tired now. Full stop here.
Once, an uncle told me this, "When you're born smart, u'll always be the winner. U'll always be in the middle of no where when u're just an average person and you'll always be a loser when u're born stupid." His words kept repeating in my mind when I'm feeling down or trying to analyse myself. I felt that what he said is quite true.
I think I'm lack of an important friend in life and its Security. I think that should be the cost of losing confidence ba.. Anyway, I felt real tired now. Full stop here.
Jus Strummed..
