I think this blog projected a lot of my emotional feelings because I've been pouring a lot of this into this blog. I think its a good way for myself to have some relief by dropping down things here.
However, this is not gonna be a good thing because it may bring down my mood if I were to look back on these posts in future.
I always have this querry in mind when I look at the gathering photos of my old poly friends. What happened actually that unshaped what we were like before? I'm always kept in mystery. Something may happened that I didn't realise or there may be nothing at all but just normal friendship drifting after sometime.
Once anything gets unshaped, its almost impossible to shape it back. I really have a lot of this happening to my friendships in poly. Its a big SIGH for me..
Will u contact some1 that used to contact u everyday if suddenly that person stop contacting you? Its a No for me because I've lost some1 like that. I've lost that person because I didn't know how to appreciate people in the past. It'll be a yes now because that person has taught me a lesson on how to appreciate people thats good to me.